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2023.02.03 05:32 UemainUknown once upon a time...

I said to myself: "Why, why am I doing this... I can't take it anymore. It's two in the morning, I should be sleeping. I have math tomorrow... I hate myself!"
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2023.02.03 05:31 ICantThinkAboutNames hi ISTPs, can you try to describe yourself?

Some context: Im brainstorming character ideas for a MBTI comic/play and if I get enough support for it in the MBTI community I would start to write it (scripts only I can't draw). Im aiming to break some stereotypes which would be potentially misleading and...yea, Im doing the same to other types' subreddits that im not familiar with too.

And if possible, can you try to compare yourself to an INTP? That'd make it much more relatable since I was also once mistyped as ISTP
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2023.02.03 05:31 Usual-Evidence-219 Need help with an audio visualizer emitting particles

I can't find any videos to help with this but I want to make particles come out of my audio visualizer on audio peaks but as a template, as I will be changing the audio as I reuse the visualizer I'd also like this to include light flashes on the image I use (I make youtube music videos for those curious)
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2023.02.03 05:31 bb_fett3116 What's wrong with my resume? I can't even get one interview. I don't know what to add or change. I've done multiple cases for my externship : D&C, Lap chole/ appendectomy, hernia repair, and urology but I was mostly the surgical assistant than a tech.

What's wrong with my resume? I can't even get one interview. I don't know what to add or change. I've done multiple cases for my externship : D&C, Lap chole/ appendectomy, hernia repair, and urology but I was mostly the surgical assistant than a tech. submitted by bb_fett3116 to scrubtech [link] [comments]

2023.02.03 05:31 Cave_in_32 Does this issue happen to anyone else?

So for some reason the game seems to boot me out a lot ik it isnt my wifi because ive tested it multiple times and even on other games to make sure. It happens usually when im just doing normal things like queing up or looking at characters, even every first time i log in it says lost connection to server. I keep suspecting it has to do with the account merge because the game had a lot of issues with it but i also expect its probably just because my ps4's kind of old. If anyone has any kind of solution to this then i would greatly apprediate it.
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2023.02.03 05:31 pwni5her_ As It Is Currently, The Game Is Completely Unplayable

Sorry for rant on here but I'm not able to post it on main sub.
Every single raid there are either invisible players, cheaters, server issues, or a mix of all of them.
I am constantly dying to blatant cheaters who shoot me before peeking, shoot me through walls, or just headshot me 15 times in a row with their shitty ammo that can't pen anything. These players will often have names that are just random numbers and letters, or something like "NOTCHEATINGLOL" and they will also often be low levels. I've been playing Tarkov since 2018 and never in my 2300 hours have I seen so many cheaters in this game. Before, I would say *at most*, maybe 1 in 30 raids would have someone who I could say might be cheating. Now, it's *at least* 1 in 5 raids.
Me and my friends are constantly having issues with people being invisible, and even when I play solo I am having "phantom deaths" where I am getting shot but I do not see or hear anything shooting at me. Just me taking damage, and then dying. The raid that I just played that made me decide I am not playing this game until things are fixed, I was with 2 friends. Both of them were invisible to me, and one of my friends couldn't see the other two as well. We both restarted, could see each other, and moved into the map (Interchange). In a parking lot, my friend gets immediately one-tapped by a guy somewhere ahead of us. Me and my other friend take cover for a second, and then see the guy sprinting up to loot our friend. We both shoot at him, completely in the open, as he keeps running around. He could not see either of us, and we killed him. We then push up to the front door (under big window), and I kill a guy in big window shooting at my friend. When I go to loot him, I get a "phantom death" where I just take damage and die without seeing or hearing anyone. My friend pushes up to find him, and he ends up being right next to where I died. I could not see or hear him. This issue is ridiculous.
Although not as common, servers will sometimes just be dead, and you have to wait 10 minutes after first joining the road to actually connect to it. There is also the issue of the terrible rubber-banding and teleporting, but that is usually just on Streets. There are also many times where I am not sure if I am dying to desync or cheaters, as I can't tell if someone shooting me around a corner is because they have some lag switch (or something similar idk) or because on his screen, he is peeking even though I can't see him at all.
I genuinely can't play the game because of these things. I do not understand what I am supposed to do when 80% of my deaths are completely out of my control and I am at the mercy of cheaters, ghosts, desync, or whatever other garbage plagues the game.
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2023.02.03 05:31 Cqmilian Anybody know how to get this chest? I can't find it on the interactive map and I don't know how to get to it

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2023.02.03 05:31 Eazy-TekSolutions Can find file..

Hello all. I am running power shell on my Mac. Every time I try to run the script it tells me it can not find a file that is being referenced in the script. The file clearly is there.. can some one share the light on this?
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2023.02.03 05:31 yepthisisit_1 how do i find an apartment or roommate in a new city as fast as possible?

i need to get the fuck away from my parents and they gave me basically no resources. there’s nothing around for miles and miles and they don’t care about anything. they live in a shitty broken down house where everything breaks every day and it all just keeps getting worse.
every day there is constant blizzards and storms and it keeps breaking all the windows and it’s just playing whack a mole waiting for a window to break and fix it with tape with 0 degree hurricane winds. we all hate each other and i can never forgive them or stop hating them for the life they gave me.
i want a roommate because it’s a lot easier and faster to move in and literally anything better is then this. i’ll have to go pretty far because there’s literally nothing for 100 miles. i keep wanting to kill myself every day because of this i cant take it anymore. i need to leave now and cut off contact.
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2023.02.03 05:31 CyberManEXE1 question for those that study viruses:

Is it possible that you could genetically alter the virus to turn people into zombies? (Don't say zombies are already amongst us all, don't say you can't without at least trying, I don't have the energy for any arguments, and I know that making a virus turn people into the undead is possible.)
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2023.02.03 05:31 TheSurvivorBuff Notes with Dr. Bonnie Jacobs

A huge amount of documents were recently unsealed by Fairfax and made available to the public by request and purchase. This includes Amber's treatment notes with Dr. Bonnie Jacobs from 2011-2014.
It is extremely important to me that this information be made public in a respectful way. Obviously I am not the only person capable of purchasing the court documents but, as of now, it seems I'm the only one who has done so and feel a certain amount of responsibility in sharing them first. Amber moved to admit these notes into evidence in the hopes that it would help people understand Johnny's abuse. I hope in sharing them it will have some positive effect.
Here I'll be sharing some of the more insightful/important entries made by Dr. Jacobs.
When Amber first began dating Johnny:
Decided to date J but needs to keep it secret because he just split from partner. Has children boy + girl. Met in various places but always secret and discrete. I questioned her feelings about hiding. Says she understands. Feels he is protecting her. I asked how he treats her. Bought her a horse (white) because she told him as a child dreamed of having one. Loves to ride her horse – needs to be trained so can’t ride it yet. Not happy spending so much time w/ J’s friends. [Illegible] Has talked to him about his drinking and asked him to slow down. He knows about her parents and childhood. Feels sorry for him because his father was also an abusive alcoholic. (Trauma bonding ??) Has scars from beatings. Dad used belts and chains, also burnt him w/ cigarettes. Scars all over body including head. Spending nights together but hide going to and from each other’s homes. Concerned about paparazzi. Says he doesn’t want her blamed for break-up w/ ex because not true.
Amber starts to realize the drinking and substance abuse is really bad in November 2011:
Continuing to see J but becoming more concerned about his drinking and drug use. Sometimes so bad he needs help getting into bed. Pointed out she is enabling him in similar way she enables parents, minus the money. Has only attended 1 Al-anon meeting. Found it helpful but can’t go often because of schedule. Doesn’t know what to do or how to do it. Advised her to stop picking him up or hiding bottles. Also suggested not seeing him if he is drunk or stoned. Feels she can’t do that but will try. He using most of the time so worried she’ll never see him.
Johnny's anger starts to come up. Bonnie Jacobs becomes afraid he is hitting Amber:
[Amber] Afraid to discuss using + drinking because he gets loud and physical. Questioned if he has hit her. Said he only yells and throws things. Discussed Al-anon issues. How difficult but necessary it is for her to take care of herself.
Amber's fraught relationship with her father a running theme:
Parents coming for Thanksgiving, not happy about it. J will be spending time w/ children. Afraid her father will tell people about her and J. Told him not to say anything but doesn’t know what he might do when drunk.
The connection between her father and Johnny is made early by Dr. Jacobs:
More in depth discussion of J’s behavior and ways it parallels her father. Said J has a loving side and dad not so much. Discussed how only the substance abuser can stop him/herself from drinking and using... Can’t force someone to stop using if they don’t want to, and that addicts can’t stop for someone else. Addicts have to stop for themselves. Extremely tearful. Feels she can help him stop using. Wishes she could get friends, bodyguards, and sister to stop supporting and enabling his addictions. Too many people dependent on him for financial support. Asked why she wants to be w/ someone who is addict and behaves badly. Said she loves him and he loves her. Just doesn’t like “bad” J. Recommended Al-anon again.
Police are almost called the third week of December, 2011:
Continued discussing her relationship w/ J. He was extremely drunk when he came to her apt. She was angry. He began screaming and cursing. Argument became so loud that landlord threatened to call the police. Doesn’t know what to do when he is like that. He left. Didn’t hear from him and got worried. Asked if this is relationship she wants? Again tearful and certain she can help him get clean and sober.
Johnny got sober around Christmas:
Going out of town for holidays. Will be gone a couple of weeks. Looking forward to being w/ J and down time. J better but not sure he will stay sober. Discussed more books, [Adult Children of Alcoholics meetings] and Al-anon
Amber gets back from vacation. January 8th, 2012 is Dr. Jacob's first unambiguous note of physical abuse:
Had a good time on vacation but there were times when she believed she knew what it was like to be her mother. Said she was reluctant to tell me what happened because she “knew what” I would say. Asked her what she thought I would say. Said she heard me saying “leave him on the floor, don’t engage, and to leave.” J very drunk, using, angry. Tried to calm him down. Asked him not to drink or use so much which made him angrier. Admits screaming back at him. He hit her, threw her on floor. She threw pot at him. Told her she dresses like a “whore” and was not to wear low cut dresses, shirts, etc. After he sobered up he’s always apologetic and sweet. Wants sweet J around more Discussed cycles of DV again. Told her no matter what she did or didn’t do that behavior was unacceptable. Told her no matter what she can’t change him.
Dr. Jacobs noting they discussed domestic violence "again" suggests this is not the first time she was made aware Johnny had become physically abusive.
In 2012 Amber really becomes aware of how much those around Johnny enable him. She was struggling with what Al-anon and Dr. Jacobs were telling her, which was to leave Johnny passed out and not help him get to bed. More insight into her father as well:
Talked about how difficult it is for her to not enable J’s behavior. Discussed difference between rage and anger. Father has been in and out of town. Insists on trying to “break” horse the way he’s always done it. A[mber] has a trainer who is doing it gently but father keeps interfering. Doesn’t feel she can stop him. Said she’s going to more Al-anon meetings and talking with friends and parents about J’s substance abuse. Said J gets drugs from friends, bodyguards, sister. Sister is his manager and works to keep him happy so he can financially support family. J supports mother, sister, children and thinks V. A[mber] angry people are willing to get him whatever he wants because he’s a celebrity and he pays them.
In February she struggled with nightmares and became familiar with Johnny's "splitting":
Said she has recurring nightmares about parents and [sister?]. Wakes up in panic. Isn’t sleeping well. Discussed some of material in dreams. Sobbing during session. Said becomes panicked when J takes off for days and she doesn’t hear from him. J’s sister said he does that on occasion. Believes he goes on benders and may get hurt. Pretty sure he’s cheating on her when he does that.
The reason for Johnny skipping out on her is made clear in March. Dr Jacob's tries to get Amber to see the patterns in his behavior:
Heard from J and saw each other. J gets angry and jealous when she is photographed w/ men eating out. Told him they are just friend. Discussed that trying to control is DV behavior.
More insight into her father:
Afraid father is going to slip and tell people about her and J. Father drinks and talks a lot to look like he’s important. Concerned he will tell one of his drinking and drugging buddies and they will tell press. J says they will go public soon. She found some of the ways they sneak around funny but tired of it. J says he’ll drink and use less but doesn’t last long. A[mber] gets fearful later in night because he gets drunker then.
Dr. Jacobs realized her nightmares were connected to Johnny:
Having nightmares about childhood and being chased – trouble sleeping. Has been [exercising?] but still can’t fall or stay asleep. Discussed and processed dreams. Discussed some of this is being triggered by J being similar to dad. Loss of agency. Discussed way to calm herself at night and work on changing dreams by visualizing something happy and pleasant as she falls asleep. Very tearful.
Amber continued struggling with not caretaking for him:
Has gone to some Al-anon meeting and finds them helpful but still feels badly “doing nothing” when J needs to be taken to bed. Struggling with letting him stay on the floor when he passes out. Discussed how no consequences to substance abuse behavior are enabling the user. Explained how what most people consider helping someone only hurts the user because they do not need to take responsibility for actions. A[mber] understands concept better but still struggling with it.
Dr. Jacobs tried to get Amber to understand the cycle of violence and control:
Continued discussing co-dependent behavior and how just checking up on J and parents is Co D. Afraid when she doesn’t hear from him he’s hurt or wants to break up. Told her this is his controlling behavior to keep her hooked in. Says she loves him and doesn’t understand how it’s controlling – discussed more. He becomes enraged because she “nags” him about drinking and drugging. Stays out with his friends and doesn’t get in til early morning. He’s missed a number of work meetings and call times because he’s too messed up to get there. Pointed out keeping track of his appointments is co-dep.
In May, Johnny's jealousy was getting worse, though he seemed to make exception for iO and Rocky, but only iO and Rocky:
Went out w/ a male friend and J got upset. Has also been getting annoyed if she sees some female friends other than [iO Tillet Wright] or [Rocky Pennington] because she is bi. He’s been increasingly jealous and concerned she will cheat on him. Continually states she won’t but he wants to tell her who she can and can’t see. Discussed abuse includes control again. He frequently engages in name calling.
The sexual abuse is first mentioned on May 24th, 2012:
Said she often feels uncomfortable when J touches her if he’s drunk. Said J has trouble maintaining erection when high. He gets angry and sometimes violent when that happens. Blames her for his failure. Discussed physiological reasons alcoholics and some substance users have sexual problems.
Amber missed a lot of sessions because her car would break down. Dr. Jacobs had insight into Amber's thought process:
Apologized for late cancel. Talked about work and car trouble. Loves her car but it’s extremely problematic. Discussed how often she apologizes for same issue. Said she was sorry again. Laughed. Discussed how apologies are often not for things over which she has control or responsibility. Talked about how she tries to take on responsibility in effort to have control. Fails and feels bad because no matter how hard she tries to make herself responsible she’s not. Blames herself for a lot that isn’t about her.
Johnny and her father start drinking together in June:
Dad and J drinking buddies. Likes when mom and sister are there. Has been very busy. Paparazzi very distressing. Follow her around. Still is hiding w/ J at her place and his. Feels lonely when not w/ others.
(This note was made on June 28th. Previous to reading these, I'd pieced together Johnny was off the wagon and drinking with Amber's father because of a picture a fan posted with Johnny at a bar on June 14th. Amber's dad is in the background. Picture here. Amber's reports are truly very consistent with independent evidence.)
The way in which Johnny made Amber feel responsible for his substance abuse really starts to manifest in the second half of 2012. From August 7th:
Not feeling well. Rough time w/ J. Disappeared. Came late. A[mber] was worried. Argued about who she was seeing. Thinks she is cheating. She denied but he was in a rage. He threw things. Glass flew near her head. Asked if she was going to Al-anon meetings. Said she didn’t have time but wanted to. Still can’t bring herself to tell him to go home or not come over if he is drunk/drugged. Fears he will be hurt. Asked what about her feelings? Told her he is escalating and not about her. Feels she should be able to do something.
Dr. Jacobs tried to get Amber to see the extent of Johnny's controlling behavior:
Having nightmares again. Very tearful. Afraid of breaking up w/ J. Feels he will stop using and drinking if she can help him feel better about himself. Still not going public because he is protecting her. [I] Ask if she believes that. Said she is afraid of bad publicity. Discussed cycle of DV and control is a sign.
Amber wanted to get better at handling Johnny's splitting:
Talked to J but he is often unresponsive. Scares her when she doesn’t hear from him. Reminded her if something happened to him she would know from media. Wants to do more work on codependency. Talked through some co-dep behaviors.
Reports of sexual violence return on September 25th:
Extremely fatigued. Fighting w/ J again. He violent. Throwing things. Some hit her. She screaming back. Started w/ he was upset at clothes. Ripped her nightgown threw her on bed. Tried to have sex but couldn’t get erection. Became more angry. He passed out.
In the aftermath Johnny promised to get sober. From October 2nd:
J being nice. Sorry for fight. Discussed cycle of abuse (Honeymoon stage). J promised he would get clean
From October 9th:
J not using since fight. Does better when they are together. Sure she can help him stay clean. Had more discussion about addiction. Went over it not being caused by her. His use is long term before they even met. Feels responsible even though isn’t logical. Why can’t she help more?
Johnny told Amber more about his abusive childhood:
J’s mother at house. Very demanding and nasty. J’s father dead. Both abusive when J was young. Father worse than mother.
(Probably just a result of Dr. Jacob's quickly writing notes, but it is Johnny's stepfather who passed away, not biological father.)
More insight into Amber's childhood:
Discussed her mother’s [role] in father’s abuse. He abused all of them but she allowed it by staying. Very tearful.
Dr. Jacobs remained concerned about Johnny exerting so much control over Amber through hiding the relationship, but Amber continued to see it from Johnny's perspective:
Still claims J thinks it’s best to wait. Makes it a game to hide. A[mber] buying into it.
At the end of October, Johnny was hanging out with Marilyn Manson. Amber really didn't care for him:
J’s friends bad influence. A[mber] doesn’t like MM. Talks badly about women, does a lot of drugs.
Amber's family planned on coming for Christmas. She was worried about Johnny spending time with her father. Sexual violence again brought up:
Feeling stress about holidays and shoot. Parents coming for X-mas. Always worried about Dad drinking and causing problems. Discussed Al-anon, ways to deal w/ his drinking – Don’t engage. Has trouble doing that when he verbally attacks sister and mother. J winds up drinking w/ dad. Father misogynist – says horrible things about how women should be treated to J. Sometimes J becomes verbally and sexually abusive after spending time w/ father. Has thrown her on bed and had “angry sex.” If he’s drunk can’t perform and gets angrier. Blames her for impotence. She feels responsible. Discussed addicts not taking responsibility for their actions. Blaming others so they don’t need to own their behavior.
From November 28th:
Continued discussing addict behavior. That she didn’t cause and therefore can’t fix the problem. Talked about going to couples therapy. J says he has a psychiatrist and maybe they can see him. A doesn’t think he sees the psychiatrist very often. Not sure if he gets pills from him. Thinks psychiatrist is just another “yes man” because J is rich and famous.
(Johnny was addicted to Roxicodone and Klonopin at this point. Safe to say Amber's concern over his psychiatrist was correct. That's the guy supplying him with the "pills" Johnny always mentions to Paul Bettany.)
The last entry from 2012, on December 20th:
J got drunk and passed out on couch. Left him there and went to bed. Felt proud of herself for not trying to make it okay for him but bad at the same time. Discussed change is difficult. Nothing changes if she always does the same thing. No consequences means nothing changes.
Amber didn't see Dr. Jacobs while she was in Europe for her shoot. The next session was March 7th, one day before the "disco bloodbath" fight:
J’s drinking and drugging again. Went to Rolling Stones concert and didn’t ask her. Felt very hurt that he would leave her out knowing she loves the Stones. Kept asking why he would do that. Feels uncared for and unloved when he does those things. Feels punished for complaining about his using. Discussed addiction and DV, emotional abuse and control. Says she understands codependency but is having trouble getting the [illegible] in her heart. Sure she can change him.
After going public, Johnny wouldn't let her address the rumors that she ended his marriage with Vanessa ("the homewrecker shit you never let me fight," as Amber put it in February 2016):
People are saying vicious things about her. Hurt her feelings because they don’t know her. Discussed putting up better boundaries and ignoring people or defending herself. J says ignore it but she wants people to know the truth. Studios protect J but not her. Word of J’s drunkenness and drugs hardly ever make tabloids. No one knows how many times he has thrown things at her and other people or shown up late to call times because of drugs and alcohol.
From March 18th:
Mom telling her to not be so hard on J to go along more. Got angry w/ her because of what happened since mom did that w/ dad. Asked why she was with J given his behavior. Says she loves him and feels if things were more stable between them he would get better. Checked to determine if abuse was ever directed at children. A[mber] said not that she ever saw.
Police were called around this time:
he threw her against a wall and threatened to kill her while they were at her apt. Landlord called police but told them everything was fine. Pointed out her behavior was paralleling her mom’s and she can’t “fix” J.
Johnny was back in the "Honeymoon" phase after threatening to kill her:
J being nice and loving again. Sorry he hurt her. A[mber] acknowledges she screamed back and put him down. Doesn’t know what to do when he is out of control. Asked if she could leave, go someplace safe. Said she could go to a friend. Again asked why she wants to be w/ him. What does she love about him? Made some statements about “the good J.” Pointed out the bad one comes w/ the good one.
In the aftermath of the "Documentary/Painting" incident on March 22nd, Amber had a panic attack on March 25th:
Had a panic attack but was able to use relaxation techniques to calm herself down.
From April 1st:
Has been reading a lot about alcoholism, abuse and childhood trauma... knowing/understanding only go so far. Feels if she can understand it will be easier to deal with her stuff and J. Informed her no amount of understanding makes behavior “ok.” Great to understand but people have to be held accountable for their behavior.
April 11th:
J drinking and using again. Got nasty and grabbed her [this word is either "arm" or "again"]. Passed out in living room and she left him there. Discussed possibly moving in w/ him and what that would mean for her safety. Friend [iO Tillet Wright] is around more when she’s at J’s. Expressed concern re: his blackouts and behavior. A[mber] thinks he will be better when they live together.
April 30th:
Had fun on birthday but J and his friends got drunk. He’s using more. She stays away when they are using and he gets angry. Always sorry next day. Wants him to see therapist more often. He says he will.
From May 8th, only a few days before Johnny would text Stephen Deuters that he cut himself badly and needed stitches:
She can’t make J stop. J has been late and missing work because of drinking and drugs. People, some friends angry about his behavior. Unprofessional. Gets so angry w/ self he burns his skin w/ cigarettes. Tried to get him to stop but he gets angrier. Loves him and wants to help him.
A few days later:
Having trouble w/ sleeping. Had panic attack. Discussed events leading up to panic. Reminded her if she can talk she has to be breathing. J jealous about her filming w/ other men. Assures him she’s faithful but he’s unreasonable. Doesn’t want her to dress in low cut or tight fitting clothes. Feeling very pressured.
Amber went out of town with Johnny to Hicksville at the end of May, then on to his press tour for The Lone Ranger. She didn't check back in with Dr. Jacobs until August 1st, soon after getting back from Europe:
Really wanted to talk over past months but was busy w/ her work, J’s work and appearances. Really happy to be home but leaving again soon. Feels better staying at J’s compound because security doesn’t allow paparazzi and fans to get in. Friend [iO Tillet Wright] is living in one of the houses because [he] is broke. Wishes there were not so many other people around – J’s “friends.” J’s using is very bad. She has been yelling at him about drugs and alcohol. He falling down, passing out, and verbal abuse. She screamed at him about public behavior like kissing [Jimmy Kimmel] on TV. Arguments are more frequent and hurting himself and her. Told him she would leave if he didn’t stop and get help. She took it back after he promised he would. I told her to stop hiding and emptying bottles as it doesn’t help and could make things worse.
Johnny was fresh out of rehab around this time:
Still arguing but getting a little better. J has been drinking less. Has not blacked out or gotten violent in past few days. Reminded her he has not committed to sobriety and nothing change[s] until he is. She sure he is willing to get better. Having trouble w/ studio because of his actions. She and his sister trying to [illegible] w/ him. A[mber] can’t stand that his “friends” hang out and want to party. Feels they use J.
From August 20th:
Things have been quieter at home but always a little on edge. Discussed not knowing when the next shoe might drop so she is hypervigilant. Recommended “Co-Dependent no more” and “Walking on eggshells.” I questioned decision to move in w/ J. Said she thinks it will get better. He’s not drinking as much.
Amber spent most of the rest of the year in London, not going back to see Dr. Jacobs until January 7th, 2014:
Getting engaged. Holidays ok but J using again. Spent time w/ parents, sister and bf. Saw friends. Getting house ready to move in. Wants to have engagement party but very busy and doesn’t know how to juggle everything. Very stressed. [Rocky] said she’ll help with party. J busy w/ filming and movie. Has been passing out a lot. Fearful he will OD and/or become nasty. Asked if she’s going to Al-anon? Said sometimes but no time. Told to make time. Fears she is failing because can’t get J to be sober.
From January 16th:
Dad and J drinking buddies. Upset J is using. Banned father from their room at hotel. [Rocky] helping with food and venue for [engagement] party. Worried everything won’t get done in time. Did relax in office. Says she is trying to do it at home but it’s hard. [Illegible] helps but not enough. I questioned her willingness to marry J. Said she can help him. Asked how well mom was able to help dad. Said it was different because mom is addict too.
Four days later:
Life still stressful. Work stuff, house and party. J’s working – music and film. He’s showing up late to work. A[mber] tries to get him to not use night before work. Works sometimes. [Rocky] doing good job trying to find venue for party. Very attached and grateful to [Rocky]. Have each other’s backs.
From January 23rd:
Has been exercising for stress. Helps but not enough. Trouble sleeping. Nightmares. Discussed dream content. J being verbally aggressive. Gets angry if no alcohol. A[mber] admits to dumping some. Discussed not doing that. He can always get more and she’s being [codependent]. [Illegible] to go to Al-anon. Will do so before next session. Helps to talk to [iO Tillet Wright] about Al-anon issues.
One week later:
Not sleeping well or enough. Very tired and needs to look good for camera. J’s sistemgr causing problems. Sister helps J get drugs and alcohol. A[mber] feels too many people support his using. Wants to do something about that but not sure what.
Amber saw Dr. Jacobs on February 3rd, only a few hours before a fight with Johnny would blow up into a multi-day affair across the 4th and 5th:
Discussed pre-nup. J doesn’t want one because he says only way one of them leaving marriage is death. I asked if she would sign one. She said yes she has no prob with it. Finds what J said funny and endearing. Asked, given his history, if maybe it’s a little scary. Denied being afraid.
From February 12th:
J got drunk. Fell and broke table. Left him there passed out. Found him in bed next AM. Doesn’t know if he got there himself or bodyguards helped. Hard to use Al-anon techniques when so many other people are involved in caretaking him.
The first week of March:
Very anxious... Asked if having second thoughts about marriage. She said yes but feels she can help J and will have more say over things once they are married. Told her she set [precedent] for [illegible] behavior and other’s behavior so likely won’t change. Became tearful and repeated that she loves him.
Later in March is the first mention of Johnny's jealousy over James Franco:
Stated she leaves to shoot movie in a couple of days. Can’t come to therapy for a while. Re-stated can call if needs to. Worried about part and J’s feelings about her working love scenes with [James Franco.] Told him nothing to worry about. Feels he is going to cause problems on set. He will visit but not going to be there most of the time.
Amber went back to Dr. Jacobs on May 15th, nine days before she would board their flight from Boston to Los Angeles:
Someone posted photo of her w/ JF and J got angry. Had argument. Screaming. Crying. He threatened to break up she assured him nothing was going on. J threw things at her. She left was scared. Went to friend’s house. J cut and burned self. Was drunk yelling he was worthless and she didn’t love him. Doesn’t know what to do when he self mutilates. Told her to call an ambulance. Said she can’t do that because press will get hold of it. Same reason she doesn’t call police when they fight. Also knows cops won’t do anything because he’s a celebrity.
Amber went to see Dr. Jacobs on May 23rd, only hours before she would receive a phone call from Johnny that would set her back on edge:
Talked to J about how scary his behavior was. He apologized. On his best behavior right now. Again discussed cycle of DV.
From a text exchange Amber had with Johnny's sister Christi on May 25th, 2014, in the aftermath of the flight in which Johnny kicked her:
CD: How have you been before this?
AH: Great, perfect, heaven until he decides to use. And the drug abuse, all prescription meds, and drinking has been slowly climbing every day. And we've been fine except when there's any issue or hiccup or problem. Then shit hits the fan because he doesn't deal with it as Johnny, he deals with it as a totally different person. A demon. It was the worst I've ever seen him. I think it's because he's now taking Adderall on top of all the other shit, which is the equivalent to consuming a pharmaceutical speedball every day. He will die if he continues to call being sober just not drinking. And his medicine kit includes tons of new drugs. He's going to kill himself Christi.
Amber did not go back to see Dr. Jacobs until well into the summer of 2014. From August 4th:
Decided on wedding date have a lot to do. Looking at gowns. J left planning to her. Got planner. [Rocky] helping. Discussed feelings re: marriage and substance use. Also discussed issues of DV in relationship. Stated J better and not acting out physically. Believes she can manage problems. Suggested getting impartial couple’s therapist. J not up for that. Wants to use someone he knows if anyone.
Three days later was the last appointment Amber would have with Dr. Jacobs until 2019:
Seems wrapped up in idea of fantasy wedding not realities of relationship problems. Advised problems don’t get better, if anything get worse. Sure things will get better once they are actually married because she will have more authority in house. Told her that wasn’t realistic.
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2023.02.03 05:31 Kaiimaii Math help?

Hello, I'm a home-schooled (I have never stepped foot in a public school before, lol) 16yr old. A little upset right now, so I'm sorry for any grammatical errors. :( I've currently been doing my assessment to do 11th and 12th grade this year on IXL, and I am horrible at math.
My brain just doesn't want make sense of it. I can't remember my times tables, I get all the signs mixed up, can't count backwards and the funniest thing is I can't even do math on a freaking calculator. It just makes me want to cry. I can't remember anything with numbers (like birthdays, addresses, phone numbers). I can't do things with numbers. I feel like such an idiot. Why can't I just know all of this like my friends?
By the time I finally get an idea of what's going on, I have to move on the next topic.
I've went to everyone I know, my parents, friends, tutor, and youtube for help but I just don't "get" it. Am I just so incredibly stupid?
But I want to try to learn it though. How could I go about doing that? Do you guys have any tips and tricks? :)
Could I fail 10th grade and have to retake it for being bad at math? I think my teacher who does evaluation every year, might fail me this year (but I'm not quite sure how it works). I have a 500 in math and a 1190 - 1250 language arts and reading level.
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2023.02.03 05:31 astro-signature Transiting JUPITER Square MIDHEAVEN

Transit to Natal Aspect of Jupiter
( ͡❛ ͜ʖ ͡❛) 👉In Square Aspect, You now feel the urge to get ahead in life, particularly in the areas of ....
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2023.02.03 05:31 SpartanKnight85 What's up with these dating apps

So just finished the speed dating for this week. And let me tell you, it was shit just like the other weeks. It somehow starts with just over 18 thousand people online, within 10 minutes it drops to 4.1-4.2K where it stays like that for the next 45 minutes. In those last 5 minutes it jumps to 4.5K~. So like where tf did those 14,000 people go? Were they even there to begin with? Like??? How's it drop so much so quickly each week.
My numbers from this week. I swiped right on 1 2 left during the convo (1 left two minutes into an engaging and interesting convo) Had 3 or 4 just leave right away
I generally join these right when it starts to increase chances of getting connections and then hopefully matches. I feel optimistic to start with but then that is met with dread and disappointment afterwards. And I get there's more guys than girls but still it's just 😔😔😔.
Also, I've had people in my beeline but after I already used the free likes for the day. So I wait till tomorrow to see if I find and match em (kinda guess by seeing the blurred photo) but when I open the app, the beeline is empty. Happened multiple times so like where did those likes go.
Onto the other apps. Tinder is annoying because I get a bunch of likes with them being hit and misses. But mainly just fakes or selling content 🤦‍♂️ but even when I swipe left and it says "oh missed a match" they still stay on the likes I've gotten. Tinder should remove them from that if I swiped left. Honestly don't even really use this app much or expect much from it.
Hinge is ok but then run into the problems of them not saying anything after matching back. For the comments, I tend to do something humorous and say something showing interest in the pic or prompt I choose.
I'm just tryna find a solid girl to have a serious, healthy, long term relationship. Marriage, kids, all that.
Here I am tho, a 23M in the US that uses some his small amount of freetime on speed dating in the slim hopes of matching.
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2023.02.03 05:31 SerenadeSultan What can be done, if anything for jaw bone poking through the gums?

Im 23 years old, and I have periodontitis, several of my teeth have exposed roots, my gums are red, and while they dont bleed (well, usually, they did a little a week ago but barely anything), they have receded pretty far.(unfortunately cant get a good picture).
Im not gonna make excuses a lot of its likely my fault, I didnt brush right for years(I brushed, but the way I did it was very harmful to the gums) . And it likely also misaligned my teeth.
Ive been keeping up with brushing and flossing everyday, and have an appointment with a dentist to hopefully get another deep cleaning done after my previous dentist kept being impossible to reach.
But recently, I noticed that part of my upper jaw has begun to poke through my gums. Nothing huge, just a small piece really. Now, Im not in pain or anything, but based on what I saw at least by googling, if I leave it there, it could be harmful.
But I couldnt find anything on if theres anything that can be done to treat it.
So, can anything be done about that bit of jawbone poking through? Or is it a case of Im just gonna have to accept whatever comes of it?
Edit: Since I forgot to add it, no I dont smoke, never have , never will. Alcohol is also a no.
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2023.02.03 05:31 Blurnsberg 46 [M4F] #Vallejo SF Northbay - I'm Just a Boy Standing in Front of A Girl, Asking To Suck Her Tiddies

TL;DR: SWM, age 46, wants breastplay/making out/fingering w/NO reciprocation. Can't host.
Hello, there, red-blooded, boob-having Redditoress of the Bay Area! Lovely to make your acquaintance!
Have you been thinking to yourself lately, "Man, self, I would really like to have some guy over to play with my tits. Like... a guy who was super-into it"?
DUDE. I have some excellent news for you!
I am some guy who'd love to come over and play with your breasts! My level of into-it-ness will blow your mind! I also really enjoy kissing and fingering (even using toys!). And that would be the entire gig. I'd come over, lovingly peel off your clothes, and then focus on you. Awesome, right?
I'm a friendly-looking, middle-aged guy, 5'11", in decent shape. I have all the shots and no questionable diseases or drug habits. I'm kind, sane, and respectful, but can be different, if that's what peels your banana.
Some bullet points:
WHEW. Quite the shopping list of demands, eh? But the reward for sifting through all that is a guy who wants to pamper you until you melt!
Hope to hear from you!
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2023.02.03 05:30 HajjRogerinho I started League a little more than a year ago during S12 preseason. After barely reaching gold 4 playing mostly Ornn/Maokai top, I discovered our favorite Undead Juggernaut before S13 started. I've just been promoted to plat 4 with a 61% winrate on Sion! Can't express how happy I am atm

I started League a little more than a year ago during S12 preseason. After barely reaching gold 4 playing mostly Ornn/Maokai top, I discovered our favorite Undead Juggernaut before S13 started. I've just been promoted to plat 4 with a 61% winrate on Sion! Can't express how happy I am atm submitted by HajjRogerinho to DirtySionMains [link] [comments]

2023.02.03 05:30 Round-Effort-6972 Me (30F) Expecting child with man who has many red flags (42M)Very scared

Hello, so I just found out that I am 4 weeks pregnant and not sure if I want to keep it or not. I have been dating this guy on and off for the last two years.
During this time we have broken up multiple times often due to miscommunication or me getting upset at him that he would be distant at times.
After our first few dates, he had basically told me that he felt a very special connection and intense feelings towards me. However we seemed to get into conflict because of when we started having sex he would always try to without a condom and I would get angry as opposed to communicating with him calmly about my preferences. We stopped talking onetime because I basically went off on him about it.
Eventually, we got back together and I got him to wear one every time but I still didn’t trust him from the previous incidents and would at times distance myself/ make myself less available. I could tell that he was trying to lure me back in after that because he offered money for my artwork (a couple thousands) . I obviously didn’t feel comfortable with this and avoided talking about that until eventually I declined. I could tell he wouldn’t let it go for some reason tho. I ended up calling him out and basically putting him on blast about his intentions and at that point he basically shut down and was like “nvm” we stopped talking for like a month.
Now a month ago he tries to meet up with me again and I am in a vulnerable state (someone very close to me just passed). We eventually meet up and I tell him what happened. One thing leads to the next and things get very heated. He says that he wants to “passionately make love” to me while starting in my eyes and he wants to put a baby in me. He says, “If it's meant to be, it's meant to be” I told him no for like 10 minutes and told him he needed to wear a condom. I eventually conceded and allowed him to finish inside
Now I am pregnant even tho I took the morning after pill and I’m very confused / scared
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2023.02.03 05:30 TheSteelPhantom Why can't I install the Plex app on my Chromecast? Every other app works no problem. Generic error.

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2023.02.03 05:30 _TheWindCriesMary_ i hate you all

I was very excited about something so I posted about it a few times and I was met with a ton of very hateful comments. oh well, you guys ruined my week! I'm not going to go anymore, thanks! So dramatic!!! I can't even be excited about something without people saying I am going to kill Dasha or something. like wtf is wrong with you people. wow, very very evil all of you. ruined my week thank youuuu
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2023.02.03 05:30 crazysteve994 B6 A4 not starting.

Hello group, new to Audi only had it for a year. My valve cover was leaking oil and had a nasty vacuum leak. Last weekend I replaced the valve cover gasket and fixed some warn hoses and check valves. While removing the injector harness and cam position sensor, the sensor plastic basically crumbled in my hand while trying to remove it. I ordered a cheap replacement on Amazon, put everything back together and the car ran great for about 30min.
After that the car was idling really ruff and would shut off. I thought it might’ve been the cheap cam sensor I replaced so I ordered a recommended Bosch sensor. Now the car cranks but doesn’t start.
Has anyone had this issue? I looked online and people suspected it might be the ecu relay which made sense since I wasn’t able to communicate with the obd II but i tested it outside of the car and its clicking, I double checked all my connections and checked all my fuses already. I’m stumped.
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2023.02.03 05:30 GhettoCrow Help! Fluance RT82 Scraping noise

Help! Fluance RT82 Scraping noise
Does anyone know what this clear part is connected to the spindle? I am hearing a scrapping noises from here whenever the platter rotates.
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